B4: What do i want?
Why did i ever meet u? There was nothing so special abt u. U were just an oedinary guy i didn't even care abt at first. U were a usual frnd who i knew i wud forget as soon as we went our seperate ways. Even when u liked me i didn't. But u made me feel special and important, the way no one ever has. Why do frndships need to change into something more, destroying eveything that is. We were happy being frnds weren't we? But everything changed. I lost a frnd. And even though i crave for u i always ask myself. Is this really what i want? Do i really want to spend my life pining iver someone who came forcefully inti my lufe and made such a big place in it that i pushed my family away? I haven't even touched the tips of ur finger or holded ur hand for God's sake and i do crave it. I really do. But sometimes i feel like a moron wasting my life over some guy. What do i want? I don't know. I want him and then i don't. I love my family but i m ready to hurt them ...